I am SoMeOnE....

I am someone
I walked past a dead face
even though the person was alive
I saw my eyes in the mirror
and cried at the sight
I looked at a person I didn¹t know
and I met a friend
I got heads to turn
when I walked past
I learned a lot about myself
when I lost a new friend
I cried every tear in my body
when I thought about love
I got hit bad
then got back in the ring
I climbed a mountain of rocks
and saw an eagle fly over- head
I heard terrible things about myself
when no one thought I was listening
I realized I was strong
when I didn¹t cry when it hurt
I found out who I was
when I was with someone else
I thought I was lost forever
when a friend found me
I held a life in my hand
and it was my own
I was a pawn in someone else's game
so I surrendered to a brook
I walked the fine line between surviving
and not wanting to survive
I still am
I am someone

mooD,mooD,mooD,,,

Pergh,,,mmg mncabar btoi saat2 nak exam ney,,,cabaran nya ape?cba anda smua teka,,haha,,mstilah berkaitan ngan title aq kali ney kan,,iaitu mncri mood utk ku focuskan diriku utk stdy,,,adoii,,mnggu2 stdy week ney,,mmg cpt btol ngantok,,haha,,mlas sbnrnya,,x pe2,,ape2 pun aq harus bngun,,,ceewaahh,,ayt x bley bla btol,,haha,,,bkn pe,,nnti result mcm hampeh x de gna da kan,,,gle ayt sdar diri dr awl btol,,haha,,tp smlm ley lagi aq g bersiar2 d PC fair..haha..cte pasal fair ney,,,wat aq emo ag skali,,,gara2 aq g sana,,x pasal2 aq bergaduh ngan sorng member aq,,aq x tau la salah aq ke x,,msalhnya,,aq g pun ats pelawaan rummte aq utk join dak2 kelas die g,,aq mle2 sgan gak r,,tp disebbkn rmmte aq ajk,,so aq g je la,,,g pun aq knal la jgk bdak2 kelas die tu,,,dorng ney berbncng2 dlam skype tau plan2 ney,,then mmber aq ney jga merangkap sekelas ngan rmmte aq pn de dlam conference skype tu,,,mle2 mmg die ckp nak g,,,then,,die snyap jek ble orng dok ckp2 lagi,,aq x tau la kan,,coz aq x join pn cnference tu,,ye la bkn kelas aq pn,,,then ble aq tnye rmmte aq,,member aq tu g ke x,,rmmte aq pn x tau,,coz die snyp jek,,,so,,esoknya,,ktrong yg mmg mengcomfirmkan diri je la g kan,,n memeber aq tu snyap smpai ke sudah,,so dorng pn expect die x nak g,,,tup2,,ble dah smpai,,n nga jalan2,,tetbe die call tnye aq g ke x,,aq pn jwab :
F; Ha,,aq p,,awat?
D: X ajak aq pun,,huhuhuhuhuhu
F: La,,mana tau ang nak p,,dak2 kelas ang ckp ang senyap ja,,depa ngat ang x mau p
D; kan aq ckp aq nak p,,,
lebey krng mcm tu la msg nya,,,then aq call,,tnya,,pastu,,da nada mrah2 n emo,,ble aq tnye nk pesan pe2 ke,,trus ltak phone...konflik tlah pun bermula,,,
pe yg aq nak ckp kat sini,,aq pn g ngan orng,,n orng ajk aq,,tu pn rmmte aq tnye persetujuan dak2 lam keta tu,,ley x nak bwa aq,,tu da 1 hal,,then,,pe yg aq trase aty,,die yg nak g,,tp snyap je,,x bg comfirmation pn,,even aq x join conference tu,,tp aq tnye la rmmte aq,,bg aq lau die nak g,,die la kne tnye,,kol bpe nk gerak,,bpe orng nak gerak ke,,mksud aq,,,wat la mcm nak g,,,ney snyap je,,lau snyap then die tnggu same2 x pe gak,,ney snyap je,,of corse orng expct x brmnat nak g kan,,n bla blik dr stu aq berselisih ngan die,,trus x nak ckp ngan aq...salah aq ke?what he expect from me? msg die n ajak die? aq pn tmpng orng kot,,n 1 more thing,,,dak kelas die nye plan,,so mstilah die lg sng nk berurusan lau die btol2 nak g...btol x? perlu ke nak merajuk? n skali lg,,salah aq ke? i dnt hve answer 4 dat quest,,lau die nak terasa aty ngan aq,,,aq pn ley trasa aty ngan kata2 x bertpis dr dia,,,disebbkn aq pham prangai die jnis gtu,,aq mlas nak lyan jek,,pk la beb,,n smpai skrng selisih ngan aq,,wat mcm x knal,,fine,,aq o.k jek,,serius aq ckp,,if u want n like to have diz condtion,,its o.k,,fine,,u can go on with ur merajuk,,,coz aq pn ade aty,,,huhu,,n td kat kdai mkn ngan kwan aq skali die jeling,,ello bro,,lau lu de hal ngan aq..settle ngan aq je la,,x yah nak libatkan kwan2 aq,,,
p/s: smkin x fahm dgn perangai manusia,,,:(

waaaa,,

tdo,,mkn,,berjaln,,berckp,,sdar2 dah nak exam da,,adoii,, xtau nak ckp pe,,cuak tahap kedondong da ney,,haha,,preparation?hua2,,drpd post b42 ney msti korng ley tolong jwabkan kan,,haha,,jd pe kah tips terbaik yg ptot dibuat skrng ney,,pg td da la terbabas tdo sampai jam,,,,,,hehe,,pastu ley plak kan da siap2 mndi n menyapu2,,tu di dlam mencri mood utk stdy,,tetbe nmpk body guard n assasin nye file lam lptp,,haha,,pnye la bz kan,,lupe dah ble cte tu wujud,,jd pe ag,,lyan la filem tu,,cte ney aq ase best dr aq tgok trailer die time tgok new moon dulu,,tp time die kuar cnma x smpt nak tgok,,so,,skrng bru berkesempatan,,x slap aq cte ney kuar end of dis 09,,,x de r basi sgt kan,,haha,,tp mmg best r cte ney,,better sape x tgok ag g la,,die nye pelakon pun best2 gak,,nicolas tse,,simon yam,,etc,,mvie ney bout history of china la,,n smthning bout revolution n freedom of state n bla,,bla,bla,,,nak tau,,g tgok sndiri,,hehe,,jd, conclusion nya,,ary ney mmg mlm bru bkk buku,,haha,,,k la,,mlas plak nk clteh bnyk wpn bnyk sbnrnya nak ckp,,nnti la ye,,daa~

Berehat bersama KiT Kat

Haha,,curi masa jap utk aq story 4 2day,,hehe,,act aq nga edit slide utk presntation sok,,bese la kan,,keje last minute,Detection of genetically modified soy in processed foods sold commercially in Malaysia,,,,,ambik kau,,ntah pe yg aq akn bebel esok...haha,,aq pn x tau nk ckp pe sok,,mampos gue,,haha,,,,,da tau nk present sok,,x rety2 ag kan nak tdo,,haha,,saje je,,aq nak bebel sorng2 kat sini,,haha,,percakapan,,bak kata orng tua,,kte kne jge prckpan kte ye rakan2,,sbb nnti akn jd hal besar lau kte men sedap mulut je nk ckp,,x pnah nk pk perasaan orng....gurau pn de cara beb,,lau smua lu nak bg kat gua,,bek sgt ke lu,,emo da kan,,haha,,msti ade orng yg ckp aq pengecut kan ,,sbb x ckp direct,,tp,,hakikat di sini,,kalau la direct,,of corse berperang,,org pompuan ney bkn boley,,haha,,lgpun,,aq ney masih memikirkan aty n perasaan orng,,biarla diri sndiri trluka dr keadaan jd mkin keroh,,huhu,,eisyh,,bnyk plak nyamuk ney mlm ney,,spoilkn mood je nk bebel pnjng2,,jeles la tu nyamuk tu..aq de lappie,,die x de,,haha,,,sengal,,ngan nyamuk pn nk banding,,hahaha,,chow~

Sabtu,,3 April 2010

Nape aq ltak date kat post aq kali ney,,coz,,ianya bermula dgn hri tu,,besa la kan,,bgun lmbt sudah pasti,,,haha,,da la x g talk about herbs pe ntah yg mmg diwajibkan,,tp sbb niat d aty awl2 x nk g kan,,tu yg terbabas tdo tu,,,pastu kunun2 nak g men futsal pun hnya tnggal mimpi,,haha,,nsib bek aq x berkobar2 utk g men,,lau x msti kne ngan dak2 ney,,,haha...n pabila mnjlng tgh hri,,iaitu bla aq berkra2 utk kuar berjaln2,,,ttbe my mom call n said dat my bro have to undrgo an operation,,,terkezut beruk aq,,x de angin x de rbut,,tetbe nak kne operate,,,so,,my mom story skit2 je y die kne oprte,,,ye la,,aq nk tnye lebey2 time 2 of corse mak aq nga sedey,,huhu,,n aq bjet2 cool wpn sedey,,,huhu,,,my bro de appendix upenye,,,huhu,,,pg tu die sesak nafas smapi x ley berckp,,,n of corse lau aq ade kat umah time tu msti aq pun cuak kedongdong gak,,huhu,,then,,my dad trus bwak g hosptl n expect dat he will be okay la after 2 injection,,skali doc gtau,,die da suspect appendix,,,n tros ambulance mmbwa my bro ke hsptal bsar,,huhu,,,,sedey2,,,da mcm drama da aq ase,,hoho,,,n ble smpai hsptal,,,doc ckp dat nite jgk kne operate,,waa,,,takut aq dgr word operate tau,,,tp bkn mlm pun,,,tup2 kol 5 my sis da call ckp my bro da nak msuk operation room,,,waktu tu,,,,tkotnye aq ase,,,ye r,,diz iz 1st time kan happen to my bro,,,cuak la kan,,,n of corse spnjang tu aq x benti doa so dat the operation will be done succesfully n all will be safe,,n alhamdulillah,,after about 2 hours+++ i've got call that da operation had succesfully done n evrything is ok,,,syukur,,n now my bro still in hospital,nsib bek mnggu ney die blik umah ,,,huhu n hope evrything will be fine,,,pe2 pun,,,ni la namenya dugaan dr Yang Esa,,,kte x tau ble kte akn dtmpa sakit,,ble kte akn dtmpa musibah,,n we have to be strong to handle all of this,,,salam,,,

ello,,ello

perghh,,,x tau nak ckp pe,,,(blank),,coz lam mase smnggu ney,,,bnyk gle EMOSI2 manusia yg x terkawal tlh kuar along da sports carnival being held,,huhu,,x tau nak ckp cmne,,,kdng2 nk gelak pun de kan coz rase mcm bdak2 pun de gak,,n kdng2 mmg ptot certain2 manusia itu diajar dgn emosi so dat they can think,,,huhu,,n skrng bla umo pun da meningkat,,,garam pun da de mkn skit2,,,bnyk la rgam,,n jenis manusia yg aq jmpe,,,n pe yg aq nk ckp ney is bout frenship,,,pe2 pun aq ase,,there's a lot definition bout frens rite,,i mean bnyk function n importnt frens towards us,,,n kte mstilah pndai pilih kwan,,,bkn nya tikam kwan dr belakang or trying to act hipocrit behind them,,,aq tau u all msti x pham pe aq ckp coz agk berbelit ayt aq di situ,,haha,,ntah la,,pale nga pusing,,,next post kte discuss more bout diz topic,,huhu

Penatnye,,,,

dun know wat words can describe my laziness..my tiredness,,,my bzness,,huh,,ness2 la smua,,adoii,,pnatnye la diz month,,mcm2 kne wat,,,exam da tnggu da kat corner ney,,hahaha,,,tp pe2 pun nk ckp aq sgt pnat,,pnat dgn keja2,,pnat dgn kerenah2 manusia,,,y its hard to make people undrstnd us,,,to someone,,,i can't accept da way u treat me,,i mean we r diffrnt,,it doesnt meant dat u r bad,,,yet,,u r too kind to me,,,i didnt hate u or think u r my enemy,,n its up 2 u to think who i am,,egois,or watevs,,i accept,,huhu,,,emo plak aq kali ney,,,bkn pe,,,juz x tau la npe diz week asyk sedey je,,,n again,,,i want to go back,,hua3,,,